• what ever happened with floetry?
• going to FIDM in 2011, idgaf if it’s an institute & in cali.
• getting another part-time job
• dropping all guys i talk to on a relationship level & go gay [jk]…but serious about being 100% single
• getting a “namaste” tattoo on my waist
• the fact i’m pissed about not going to Lollapalooza [it’s always next yr]
• what i’mma end up doing when Crystal moves back to Ann Arbor :[ who am I gonna club with?
• why do rappers go mainstream and forget about their REAL fans.
• if i’m so musically inclined how come i don’t rap, sing, or produce?
• who made words?
• if a jehovah witness comes to your door preaching and you tell them you’re buddhist…they give you the stank eye. thought christians were supposed to be understanding people.
• why do i love guys in skinny jeans, thick framed glasses that don’t even have a prescription, big guys, that dj or rap; but i always end up dating guys who wear nikes, coogi, and don’t even know how to spell.
• why do i keep playing “shame - wiz khalifa” when i’m feeling down.
• how come i like him so much when obviously it’s going nowhere no matter how much i voice my opinion about this whole “us” thing.

• being successful.

you know you have problems when you start having weird ass dreams on the regular.

Tonight was an OK night at the club. Of course it was me and my friends. Then I saw Zebbie, I haven’t seen him in forever. After that I saw London I haven’t seen him in like 3 yrs. Weird how people still look the same after such a long time. Man, I’m so satisfied with life right now. *pulls up a beach chair* I’m chillaxing. I love my job. I love the direction I’m going in in life. I love my lifestyle. There’s a couple things I wish I could change, but life isn’t perfect. I’m having breakthroughs with my mom and shiet. No more watching Intervention for me.

I feel like I’m losing touch with the closest friends I’ve ever had. At first it bothered me, like no one’s returning my calls, text, nada. But it’s something I’ve come to grips with. We’re growing apart. I know when we talk I always get irritated how immature they act sometimes. So I’m happy just going to the club with Crystal F & Dennise until I bump into someone I haven’t seen in a while. It’s always a surprise when I get to the club. The last time I went I saw Poogie & Mark. I saw Mark again tonight. He’s such a loser ;] I miss having French class with him! He’s such a pot head <3

Sometimes I wish I was boo’d up at the club :[ I just love how I keep the people that aren’t worth it in my life and the people who try to fight to keep in touch with me I always let go. Like right now. I know “he’s” not about shit, but I love reading his texts. I just miss hanging out with him and he’s my first REAL crush besides Marcus. I just wish he would’ve stayed fallen off of the Earth because it makes it that much harder to find someone who’s actually worth it. He said we had a lot in common, and it’s true. But I feel and I know that I’m only convienent for him right now. I know by next week I’ll say something to push him away and I won’t hear from him for another couple weeks *rolls eyes*. He’s such a sweetie but he’s sensitive. I already told him how I felt and how I still feel but I can’t deal with this “confused” shit. I’m confused, but I know one thing is clear I’ve always wanted him. I keep opening myself up to the wrong negros. I learned my lesson after Marcus. I keep allowing myself to get hurt. UGH! I just wish some guys would listen and actually think.

I’m listening to Tonight - Lykke Li <33333333

I just want my own place. Hopefully I can achieve that when/if I get promoted to full-time. I’d be able to afford it. I just wanna live on my terms again.

Oh yeah, I decided I’m not going to college yet this year. I’m thinking about picking up another job til January.

how much do you wanna bet that my ex has my ipod?

i swear i keep tossing my room up and down looking for that piece of shit. well i guess it gives me a reasonable excuse to get a Zune.

Mmm…

I’m testing to get my permit sometime this week depending on my work schedule.

I already know I’mma be tired as shit tmr.

*rollseyes*

I need someone to go to Lollapalooza with me :[

blehblahblahblehblahblahbleh

i just wanna start working.

hanging out with crystal f. tmr!

& angie afterwork.

my paycheck better have beau coup moneyyyyyyyyys!

Some yommie wrote me on youtube talembout he sees I have a lot of Wiz K. videos favorited for some odd years. Heyyyyyyyy!

Tonight and tmr me, Angie, Micaela, & Vanessa are going to club Moxie’s in GR well that’s friday night. Tonight I’m going to S with Brittany & Crystal H. IF I feel up to it. Last night I fell asleep and didn’t even know I did 0_o

I just remember waking up like 38243792 times because it was cold & I woke up with a sore throat.

I start work Monday 12-4 so my first day I make $30. Teehee! Shit feels so surreal. I finally got a job after 3 fucking years! This getting paid bi-weekly is gonna be a trip. Last “job” I had I got paid weekly. Watch this bitch say I was a prostitute.

I might invest in a dildo and laptop charger for my first paycheck ;]

@shaiicey:

@joceyyy lmao ‘modelstatz’tho? angry mad ex gf’s are the funniesst bitches ‘you’re never gonna find another girl like me’ oopz who u kidding