So, I feel like outrageously irritated with all my old friends lately. It’s like they ask your advice and do the total opposite. Why waste our time if you’re gonna ask about how I feel & do the complete opposite. SMFH. I don’t know if I’m supposed to just be the listener and just keep my opinions to myself orrrrrr what. I’m an opinionated person though. I guess I’m better off pretending to listen. My friends are 18, 19, 20, 21…acting like little ass kids. I don’t know if it’s because I feel like I need to face reality now than it bitch slap me while I’m riding high acting like I’m still in high school. I stopped living in a fantasy world when I was 17. Shit’s real. I don’t know how realler it could get right about now in my life. So it kinda pisses me off when you try to voice how you want someone to grow up or telling someone to be patient and they’ll be blessed or whatever down the road. But, all I can do is hope shit backfires so I can be there to say “I told your dumb ass so!” Cruel…I know. But I’m kinda fed with this whole “I wanna have fun now and live later” Cool, cool, whatever…but you’ll have to hear it sooner than later. I just know I’m done surrounding myself with dumb ass folks because it keeps me down. I cut off a couple of good friends ummm, laaaaast week I’m thinking or the week before, because I’m sick of petty drama. Like, c’mon bro bro….grow up. I just can’t lie for you or anyone when I know when no one will lie for me…or cover my ass. Blow my ass wide open like your shit doesn’t stink…like OH YOU NEVER TALKED ABOUT ME ONCE IN MY LIFE BEHIND MY BACK?! OH, YOU NEVER PUT MY BUSINESS OUT THERE!? Kiss my as PUHLEEZE! I never get mad at anyone for putting my business out there or whatever…that’s them. It’s inevitable…but please spare me like you’ve never done it if you’ve heard I’ve said anything about you. Fake much? Oh yes, I’m a hella fake bitch. =]. Okay, so like I’m dumb as hell for picking up the phone when I’m at a party mind you to help out little fucking issues when the truth came to light…I’m dumb as fuck to let some net drama over some people I don’t even know in real life bring me down. Knowing damn well earlier that day we were discussing the fact that this individual was unhappy with their significant other. Now, OMFG I’m soooo in love with this person OMFG my relationship is ruined. It was ruined when you gapped your legs to another person IMO. And I was the fake bitch to “LOL” at the shit. I never imagined fucking some other nigga when I was with Marcus, it would’ve proved his insecurities right and plus I’m not that type of girl. I’m not on that “I wanna fuck every girl in the world” Weezy type shit not at all. Even though I did…I quote I did mess around on him a couple times before we got serious. But shit, If you love someone so much…if you couldn’t imagine yourself without that somone…then why would you fuck someone else? I don’t get that logic. Not at all. So fuck me that it got outted. Maybe, he is hella desperate or maybe they both are I’m not to judge but, A big F-U-C-K to me with sprinkles on top. As far as ruining someone else’s happiness…now you lied to cover up that lie and to cover up more lies. Should’ve thought about that before you linked up with ol nigga. People I think are logical…are actually the most dumbest. And I have no problem deading the dumb shit & people involved. Let’s see how they like THOSE subliminals?! lmfao.